Still...

I saw the title of my last post. There is so much to blog about really. I have discovered a couple of new websites, however.

http://www.ranprieur.com -- An interesting fellow who seems to have a grasp of the link between spirituality and the post-civilization mindset.

http://harmonhouse.net -- More of the same, though he is trying for a mythology of post-civilization, to change the memes from the destructive to the affirmative.

http://gone-to-croatoan.blogspot.com/ -- Another post-civilization guy, found through ranprieur.

http://www.pamspaulding.com/weblog/ -- Great lesbian bloggrrrl site.

http://shakespearessister.blogspot.com/ -- Passionate feminist and gay-friendly weblog.

There's lots more. That's all just a start. My tarot readings and guides seem to be pointing me in the post-civ direction. I do see problems ahead however, with people who are doing it in the spirit of going berserk on the rest of us in that special "Kill 'em all and let the angry white small-dicked god sort 'em out" brew. I've gone deeper into the understanding that civilization/addiction/cancer is an autoimmune disorder on the collective/mental/physical level. An autoimmune disorder is where the organism's defenses have lost the ability to tell what is "of-the-organism" vs. "what-is-other." All three of these metastases of vampiry share the obsessive need to extract from what is sustaining the agent. Just living in the empire culture is enough to make any of us feel drained. Interesting. I was just thinking of the Cosmic Tribe Tarot deck's 8 of Cups.

http://www.stevee.com/pages/t.fs.html (look for 8 of Cups, I think you have to do a little searching.)

Some days I feel that it's a drain, but on other days I feel that I'm experiencing the lancing of a wound or the puncturing of my ego. Both of which are welcome in my book. It's all a matter of perspective I guess.