Hm. My card of the day (heterosexual lovers, as opposed to gay or lesbian), together with the God and the animal guide, all point to a heightened awareness of sexuality and beauty. This morning, I decided to do a Medicine Card reading on the fly. I used a "Moon Lodge" Spread: East was Porcupine reversed, South was Hummingbird, West was Spider, North Coyote and Center was Racoon.
I'm taking myself too seriously, basically. That's the message of how I'm tripping myself up, and what I need to keep in mind is the path of beauty.
It's not an easy road for me to keep to, however. What is beautiful to me is in flux at the moment. It used to be a beautiful thing for me to express myself in dramatic forms. I struggle to make the attempt to do this today. My attention to beauty seems to drift elsewhere right now, so I'm "in the hallway."
My partner and I took a trip across this gorgeous state to Buffalo and back. We witnessed much beauty along the way, and also spied some less than beautiful areas and moments. I want to share so much beauty with people, and I know I have it in me, but it's so confusing. It will out in its own way, of that I'm confident.
In the meantime, let me seek to find it within my heart to become generous.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
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